If I could do any modern movie, I think it might of been the new movie 9!? Darnit!!
Posted by: Pam in Untagged on Dec 31, 2009
It's so nice to potentially see all the elements together again: cinematography, the concept/Felliniish, musical, dancing, performance and song. I live in the old world of movies because this has been non-existent. Sexy curvy women writhing around on stage. Yes! Uninhibited female relationships are so complicated and interesting - so many layers of communication. From the fake smiles, to underlying measuring up; the friendships which are really not friendships, using sex but guarding ones soul. Every woman knows to watch her back; if it's a stranger, her friend, her sister or her mother. It's survival of the smartest but bond/sisterhood all the same (I've definitely experienced some single white female moments...yikes...).
I have not seen movie yet but it's peaked my interest. I just know it will be great, how can it not be?! I just want to observe...the idea alone, the billboard.
Now that my kids have grown a bit I'm feeling ready to work and work hard. I really haven't had the opportunity yet. For the last 13 years I've based my schedule around my kids school and sports. It has paid off. I'm a very hands on mom, with 2 wonderfully rounded boys. They're worldly yet small beach town boys, that can tie a tie; very independent but know they are taken care of. I'm blessed. It's been hard alone. Not mentioning the men I've dragged into picture and dragged out. That's my shame but love is seductive. I've been a fool for love but I'm turning a corner. All of them were great to my boys. That's always the clincher. But the boys know they were born out of true love. They know the truth. They know people have problems and not to judge but to keep a safe distance even with people you love if it's for the best. To change you "must own" your issue and then have the desire to change yourself. No one can do that for you. All we can do is sit back and watch and support each other unconditionally.
It was such a leap of faith to go on stage with someone like Brian Blessed and the talented gang at wimbledon theatre. Without ever doing a play, I had so much fun on stage in London. The discipline, the desire to please the crowd. What goes into (even a silly pantomime) is pure art back stage. The costumes and everything. All the people behind scenes guiding actors on and off. The quiet calls to the dressing rooms while you're applying you last layer of lip gloss. The audience! I love being on stage. I have taken a real interest in choreography, singing and acting. It's time for a challenge. A new chapter, I know how to put my heart into something. Live with passion and protect your individualism.
Happy New Year, may all your dreams get a jump start this year. Hard work and reality check for everyone. Save the environment. Do something every day to get closer to your goal. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Lots of love,
Pamela
I have not seen movie yet but it's peaked my interest. I just know it will be great, how can it not be?! I just want to observe...the idea alone, the billboard.
Now that my kids have grown a bit I'm feeling ready to work and work hard. I really haven't had the opportunity yet. For the last 13 years I've based my schedule around my kids school and sports. It has paid off. I'm a very hands on mom, with 2 wonderfully rounded boys. They're worldly yet small beach town boys, that can tie a tie; very independent but know they are taken care of. I'm blessed. It's been hard alone. Not mentioning the men I've dragged into picture and dragged out. That's my shame but love is seductive. I've been a fool for love but I'm turning a corner. All of them were great to my boys. That's always the clincher. But the boys know they were born out of true love. They know the truth. They know people have problems and not to judge but to keep a safe distance even with people you love if it's for the best. To change you "must own" your issue and then have the desire to change yourself. No one can do that for you. All we can do is sit back and watch and support each other unconditionally.
It was such a leap of faith to go on stage with someone like Brian Blessed and the talented gang at wimbledon theatre. Without ever doing a play, I had so much fun on stage in London. The discipline, the desire to please the crowd. What goes into (even a silly pantomime) is pure art back stage. The costumes and everything. All the people behind scenes guiding actors on and off. The quiet calls to the dressing rooms while you're applying you last layer of lip gloss. The audience! I love being on stage. I have taken a real interest in choreography, singing and acting. It's time for a challenge. A new chapter, I know how to put my heart into something. Live with passion and protect your individualism.
Happy New Year, may all your dreams get a jump start this year. Hard work and reality check for everyone. Save the environment. Do something every day to get closer to your goal. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Lots of love,
Pamela
